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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

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Its a kind of interesting relationship I have with my siblings... when I compare with my friends, its not as if we have a certain hierachy between us... No one's in awe of their older siblings very much heh... We get along in a much more unique sense that most other sister-brother-brother combis I know. For example, I'm the only younger brother I know who's room sometimes gets invaded by an older sister on Sunday mornings with a request to help her put on her bracelet.

My relationship with my siblings is such that I never suffered from the "second child syndrome", cos though I was the second child, I was also the oldest guy, so it kinda made me something, at least in the child psychological sense. Though I seriously doubt my character would have minded being a girl (that sounds wrong, but I don't know how to say it =Pp)

Its also in the sense that being the middle child, I spent the early part of my life quarreling with my sister and the later part of my life quarreling with my brother... Ermm though I can't remember anytime I won an argument heh... But anyway there are few incidents now that we live so far apart...

I've been kinda living off my sister's reputation in both Hall and Medicine VCF, though I think with handball and soccer I hope to blaze my own trail heh... Its interesting how we both ended up in the same place after going to such disparate paths of education... One, a high flying RGS geeper and another a student from a chinesy AHS.

And of course, with our parents, all of us were born with KE blood in our veins...

Its so funny! No one can believe that she's my ELDER sister!! Responses from my friends have included

"She really looks like you" -Julio
"Your sister is really cute" -Ami
"Really young! I tell you, [Jonathan's] sister looks really young!" -Arjun

and the all important "Wah! Medicine not stress arh!" -Med Weilun

and according to her, several have also replied "What! Jonathan has a twin!?"

I dunno how to describe the sound made by one of the KE M2s, who, when he asked me why I was so familiar with a Year 4, and got a truthful answer, proceeded to nearly put his dinner down the wrong tube.

A lot of people say we look very alike. But dunno heh... Of the three of us, my sister used to be the ring leader, bringing us to read books in the library, climbing the chinup bars at the playground, playing badminton with us, and challenging us to walk home from abacus class with our eyes closed (don't ask).

Now my relationship with my sister is more informal in such she looks out for me cos she's the elder sibling, and I for her cos she's the girl (the train-my-brothers-to-be-gentlemen thing was started by her, by the way).

My relationship with my brother is also fairly cordial, though we have to be careful to make sure our fairly different personalities don't collide (We are almost directly opposite, down to hairstyles and all), but he used to play Secret Agent (a kinda war game with toy guns n stuff) with me in our younger days, while now its more of cheering each other on while playing Battlefield 1942, or playing soccer, something in which we complement each other fairly well, since he plays as midfield and I play as keeper.

My brother's also a brilliant! artist. Following me into AHS, while I went through St. John, he was a fantastic AEP student aside from his CCAs and his drawings now adorn many walls in AHS. Once during a PT session for the just graduated Squad 5s, I stopped scolding them for a while cos I got distracted by a painting on the wall with his name on the label heheh...

Now, as I did with my sister, he's in VJ, bringing our tie, belt and collarpins to school for the 5th and 6th years =D and blazing his own trail there as a cross-country runner.

Despite the fact that, to ourselves we look different, apparently we have the same mannerisms and the same verbal indiosyncracies (though different characters) with which people can us as each other's siblings, even when I was primary 1... I guess that's something we can identify with huh

NB: With regard the the picture, this was taken some time in year 2 (no doubt some can identify my *ahem* birthday suit [literally]) and we're ALL myopic, just that I'm the one who cannot wear contacts =D

Well, I guess that's my post-about-my-siblings for now. My sister, who's much more eloquent, did a better one on HER blog long long ago... But well, here's the best I can do with all the anatomy in my head...

~JcZw~ at 10:06 pm

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Had the dubious experience today of experiencing the most painful sporting injury (or should I say, incident) of my life. Getting my mask compromised by KaiWen, or getting my abdomen whacked by Clarissa in fencing was just shocking, but not truly impairingly painful.

Think it was a heat cramp, cos the weather today was the hottest we had so far from soccer. I actually got cuts from diving cos the ground for once was not muddy..My serratus anterior also got whacked from all the diving =Pp... Today felt MUCH better in the sense that I knew when to run out and when not to etc.. But my handling of high balls is still bad...

Its like, for those parabolic balls its ok cos its coming AT my hand from in front, and I can catch them as Terrence taught me or smother them with my body, but those which go up and then come vertically down... I'm darn jia lat at those haha...

Anyway, I was very tired n thirsty and feeling heat exhausted but didn't want to ask for water cos all the strikers n defenders in the exercise didn't n they were the ones running around. Actually in retrospect I was also doing a lot of sprinting and the most yelling ("Keeper" "Defender" and the all important "CLEAR! OI! CLEAR!")

Jumping for a ball when suddenly my leg just cramped and it didn't hold when I landed (still, after all the breakfalls in OCCT and learning to land with your shoulder it wasn't bad). And wah darnnn painful haha.. Didn't know why people always made such a big fuss bout cramps but now I know... Michael came over n was like, oh! your plantarflexors! haha...

But that effectively put me out for the rest of the day lar... Except for playing for another team against KE (the other team wasn't very good... The defence could have let in an F16, let alone the 4 goals which were all scored from one on ones -_-"').

But well, I guess I'll continue learning slowly... Today was already a kinda breakthrough but not really enough. I'll see how the next days go...

~JcZw~ at 12:51 am

Sunday, September 16, 2007

My parents somehow managed to dig up a set of old videos of my six-year old self (together with a nine-year old sister and four-year old brother). Some of the interesting things included:

1. A video clip of a celebration taking place in VJC during the early 1990s, at an era when V-block hadn't been built yet, nor the tree houses and what not haha...

2. A Primary 1 birthday party of mine!!! With little versions of me, Jason (who's now in Medicine with me!), Oon Yong, Jerome, Gregory, Samantha and Amelia, as well as another boy and girl who I can't remember. I don't know whether they were my or my siblings' friends, or whether they could just have been Oon Yong's own siblings haha....

Come to think of it, I wonder where everyone is now, especially my primary 1 to 4 class with whom we don't meet up. At least, 6/2 still does from time to time. I know at least Jason and Ying Hui are in Medicine, and Xiu Min overseas, Oon Yong in Signals, but the rest?

Even then I was the smallest guy there haha... In fact, I look younger than the rest of them, and Oon Yong and Jason both still towered over me at that age. But now I could never have pictured the two of them as small and squeely haha...

Had a friend from hall who knew Amelia talk about her last week when we were walking to catch the bus to Med Fac from KE. Not at the end of this week, I suddenly realise that despite being so long ago, we primary school friends have rarely caught up about our grown-up selves. Our memories of each other are still that of the people going to recess together in twos, getting our stuff slung out of class for undone corrections =Pp and so on...

Who would have known that one day we'd go to army, or that the shortest boy in class who was darn gu niang last time would end up in OCS for well, 14 weeks at least =D

Oh right shall stop now, study Biochem, and prepare for book in to KE =)

~JcZw~ at 5:23 pm

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Its already past midnight and I was very tired two hours ago but now its like I can't sleep. Thinking a lot about school work, my friends in OCS wherever they are now, and various friends whom I've had occasion to interact spatially or cyberspatially haha with in the past few days.. A few amusing conversations over the past few days

In the train on the way to FM yesterday
Me: Thanks, by the way, for helping me carry Moore (for non-med students, thats my super heavy Anatomy textbook)

Jiayi: Haha I think I'll just leave it on the train

Me: Wahhh!! I'll throw my stationery and pelt you with paper pellets everyday in the LT lor!

Jiayi: No you can't! You're supposed to be a man of integrity!

Me: Yar! I promise to do it, so I will!

and etc

In FM talking to Coach about going back to army after university, together with a medical student from UCL

Coach: Some of these people only get their three bars cos of their degree [then noticing me sitting there] oops sorry arh..

Heheh...

Anyway, I've bought a new pair of fencing shoes from Coach. Quite ex, but I traded money for quality. Also, its very nice. One could almost wear it out even haha... Dunno when I'll get to use it. Been talking to Coach and Engn-Moses about my future in fencing. Both of us agree that there is definitely a reason why the three most experienced foilists are not applying for the fencing exco, but that maybe the situation isn't severe enough to warrant leaving the club completely. I don't know

But I know that I'll retain the FM emblem on my jacket n the words on my mask heheh..

Soccer today was also better. We won 3-2 in the friendly against Temasek Hall, but our seniors did all the work; we were the ones which conceded the two goals. But thanks so much to Terrence who took me for my first ever formal goalkeeper training, so now I can in fact do goal kicks (I've decided that a good goalkick is as nice to watch from the keeper's POV as a good save), and catch the ball more securely. But thing is, I still can't read the game very well.

Improving slowly, but still need more experience. Ah well..

My two fourth fingers are going to die already. Super achy bahh....

~JcZw~ at 1:00 am

Saturday, September 08, 2007

Call it a archaic concept, but if one insults another whom I respect/admire and know personally, I can almost take it personally.

It was just a question of different styles. FM's style taught by Coach, who had a French fencing background, more languid, more flowing, versus the China style, which is more tense, crouch lower etc.

Thus when I was told at fencing training today "Your coach has taught you all the wrong things" in Chinese, I realised three things.

1. Lucky I didn't join fencing exco, otherwise I'll be stuck with this kinda comments for the next few years (cos the person who made the comment definitely will be here long term)

2. I now know why the common trend is people heasitating before attacking, people getting hit while doing null parries, and people having bad distance in general. If I can get scolded for moving back while doing a parry (reason being "you won't be close enough to do a riposte"), then I guess distancing IS going to be a general problem. After all, if you get hit while parrying, you aren't about to be doing any riposting at all.

3. There is no point in training all fencers in the same way like a Kaminoan clone facility. If a fencer has a good lunge, work on that. If a fencer has a fast parry riposte, build your moves around that. Its because of this very fact which Coach taught us that FM has been doing so well. If one cannot face up to the statistics, then too bad.

"Your coach has taught you all the wrong things"? For a club who's coach "has taught us all the wrong things", FM seems to be doing well lei. There has to be a reason why I've won four of five matches fenced against the people trained by the person who delievered the comment....

Now the question of whether I should stay or not remains. For now, shall just ignore all unconstructive comments.

~JcZw~ at 2:36 pm

Friday, September 07, 2007

Am feeling much better since

a) fencing training yesterday which was quite fun, but I've yet to fence someone of a really good standard, like the foil equivalent of Chuanyao or someone, who can push me. Didn't join fencing exco cos I missed the meeting, but more cos I've had enough of fencing exco in VJ. Think its easier to be a good fencer if one just has fencing to concentrate on.

Even happier, my OG people plus Kia Boon seem to be getting on fine in fencing. Some of them move quite naturally already, prompting the China coach (or rather, the coach who's a China person), to say "ta bu cuo" (he/she is not bad, Chinese) yay!

b) A few conversations with some people, among them old classmates, and a RJ goalkeeper (you know who you are if you ever read this).

c) Handball training today which further took my mind off soccer and let me concentrate on the agility part of a keeper which I'm more adept at =) It was absolutely hilarious cos we freshies were all learning new stuff haha... But then again, I guess soccer has more to live up to than handball, so the mood there would be naturally more tense?

But the last shot of the day was really one which I wanted to run away screaming from. The guy leapt so high and the ball went so fast that I didn't even move! Then the ball slammed into the ground just in front of the basket ball hoop frame and lodged there... It took me my bandage-tying strength to pull the ball out!! Haha

Still the handball people are nice and they even went out for supper after training. I didn't join them though cos fencing tomorrow.

Anyway am glad its the end of the week. Got a ton of Biochem to catch up on and my two fourth fingers are, in Medic-Weilun's words, "Chui" already. Shall finish my noodles and go sleep and let my flexor digitorum etceteras mend =)

Thanks so much God and the people who've talked to me in the past few days!

~JcZw~ at 11:27 pm

Thursday, September 06, 2007

Am feeling rather depressed now.

Soccer wasn't good today. I don't know why. Maybe playing competitively, in this case in a friendly against Raffles Hall, I was just not as good as I could have been. Heck, I think I was much better while playing with Kok Keng's team in AHS.

I mean, I never said that I was good or anything. I don't know what a 'keeper does, in fact I now see I had an entirely wrong impression bout being one. Its not about making saves, its not so much about agility or even timing. Its about being able to watch your defence and hold them together, and its something which, having rarely watched ANY soccer match besides VJ finals (where I was always cheering, avoiding ChuaH's foot, and explaining the offside rule to whichever TKGS girl who was next o me).

Yet here am I feeling rather horrible, with a fourth finger which is quite painful and a wrist which refuses to be clenched. Even my parents reckon that a high-contact sport like soccer, and of all places, being a 'keeper is not the safest place for a person with high myopia. Retinal detachment can apparently result from a high-speed impact.

Fencing, and fencing foil at that, I guess, remains the one of the only sports I'll ever enjoy (I mean, epee's cool as well, but it was more because I had so many good epee friends, Maurice, Jon Boon, Candice and the rest, than the weapon itself than I enjoyed). But who needs a fencer, a person from an obsolete era, over other social sports which are so much easier and nicer to watch.

When I'm on the soccer pitch, I just get the feeling that everyone knows exactly what to do except for me, when I'm in one of the key positions.

Yet again, it would be such a pity. I'd just feel weird walking away.

I didn't quit when I was threatened with the closure of VJ's fencing fifteen times over, nor did I leave my Chinese at a C5. I willingly put the "Yes" which sent me into the cauldron of OCS. At the end of the day, I've emerged from everything happy in retrospect.

Just hoping that this remains the same for me now.

~JcZw~ at 1:10 am

Monday, September 03, 2007

AVFC (Or, Asian Varsity Fencing Championships) turned out pretty fun! Even though I was quite off form during individual events, but managed to find my feet in team. Too bad we didn't win anything, but then again, we never really expected to.... And if we did, we'd have been fencing NTU's A-team, which would have been quite difficult!!

Found my foil feet again, as Daelen, me, Engineering-Moses and another guy (oh no!! can't remember his name!!) beat NTU before getting taken out by NUS' own A team which comprised of 4 national, or nearly national, fencers.

Though I'm still very irritated by certain fencers who think they're very dua pai (which actually they are, but you don't have to flaunt it either!). At least all the foilists we fenced against during team event we nice haha...

Got a nice T-shirt out of the competition as well...

Pity, its caused a lot of work to pile up on me. There are so many appointments and meetings that its hard to keep track off.

Meeting the other senior instructors from St. John tonight. Wish the circumstances could have been happier though...

~JcZw~ at 3:19 pm

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