~JcZw

The book outs are really getting shorter and shorter and even shorter. Had a grand total of 18 hours out of camp -_-"'... I don't know why the heck we had to stay back so late doing duty even when we're having field camp tomorrow.

BUT long weekend next week IF nothing goes wrong... Nothing has yet though haha... so I hope the trend doesn't continue.

Anyway just watched our VJ farewell assembly video for the first time since december. Sigh I really miss the craziness and general culture of VJ, and I didn't realize until when I was on the way home from camp, listening to my MP3 player, and when I heard "Whiney whiney" my limbs kinda twitched involuntarily heh... Don't think I can remember my mass dances very well, unlike at the start of year 1, but my hands and feet still tend to go in a general direction which I can't really remember where.

Sigh... I don't know why I set such great store on qualities such as honour, chivalry, loyalty, to a certain amount, social etiquette and all these seemingly-ancient, belonging-to-another-era values. I mean, no one else that I know of really seem to adhere to these things, and it enables them to seem more lively and less cold-blooded. But I don't know, the world seems much less orderly without these things...

Usually I get two reactions to this.... One would be respect from the person, but nothing which would make the person want to become like that either. The other is amusement, bemusement, the "Wah lau what the heck" attitude.

Yet, it is still something which provides immunity to the use of strong language, clubbing, and other stuff which so many people find attractive. So I guess it can't be all that bad...

Ah nuts, anyway I have to book in already.... Please pray that it doesn't rain for one week, or at least, on tuesday to thursday, otherwise I'll be digging myself a bathtub.