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No post for the past two weeks, the simple reason being cos I'm STILL the cadet wing safety officer so still had a lot of reports to do, and also cos these two weeks was medicine application week...

Rather not talk about the essay or interviews... Sigh, it seems that everywhere I turned I fumbled, but I'll leave it to God and see how it goes... Family and friends still say I have a chance, having answered from the heart and all, but hmmmm I don't know... I really wish I had gotten the night before off to get myself mentally prepared...

Is it a crime to be sincere during an interview? And on a more important note, is it a crime to leave someone to suffer and die a slow and agonzing death? hmmmm. Sometimes its hard to be true to oneself when one is competing against people who are so much more vocally adept, but who's reason for taking medicine is so that one can get out of NS...

Anyway life in OCS has hotted up. The extras are flying thick and fast. Even I got hit by one for a reason which I and my platoon mates find quite lame... But the thing is that there are so many extras given that even though the duties for the next few weeks have been planned and all, my name is not among them o_0 For the first time this week, I did not have enough time to make calls back home every night... The duties are just a lot... And guess what, this is still only the START of service term!

We've also moved on from physical training and lectures to, let's say, more serious stuff... Section field camp is coming up and all... Hope nothing bad happens.... Hope I still can think even when I'm tired...

Oh yezz! Finally got gold for IPPT! I will never know what my body went through to be able to cut my 2.4 timing down from 11.30 at the start of BMT to 9.39 in my first month of OCS, but thank God for the physical ability!

What else? On sunday I attended Liling's youth choir performance at her gospel service (The last time I heard the song "People need the lord" I was still lower sec at my old church)... It was a good performance haha and the songs subsequently stuck with me for a lot of the rest of the week... Met a lot of friendly people as well! Am very grateful for the invitation =) It was well worth the rush after the essay...

Welll should push off now to do my NE and weekly report... Will be back again on monday night for labour day =)