Ever since I came back from the med interview, so many people have told me "don't worry you can get in one lar".

I'm very grateful for their confidence in me, but then it makes me feel worst, because so many are expecting me to do well... And I don't want to let anyone down. I know that I've probably got a biased point of view of the interview, and I know my portfolio is probably as good as it will ever get but I don't know.

Novices 2006, the Chinese exams, times when people told me "you'll do it this time" but then I didn't... Its not just about the results... Its that your friends expected you to be capable of doing something and you aren't.

I'm not so worried about not getting into Medicine - I know God will put me in a place where life will be the best for me. But I don't want to have to, for a few months after the results come out, hear people say "What, you didn't? I thought XXXXXXXX" and etc. I mean, it happens for normal results, so why not now...

Sigh just don't want to disappoint anyone. And again, I don't really have a valid reason to complain since I'm already in a better state than some...

Just to say, thanks to everyone for their support, especially those who have been praying for me and reminding me to leave things to God.

Psalms 124, Jeremiah 33:3 and Joshua 1:5. I shall take comfort in these passages for now.

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