~JcZw

Before book-in, my room always looks as though a bomb has hit it... Happily most of it is now neatly squeezed (neat, but squeezed nonetheless) into the two bags shown above...

(By the way, guess how I got out of bed today without tripping over anything...)

SAFTI MI beckons... Its hmmm 9 hours away? Then it'll be off to the western part of Singapore which I haven't really visited since I was 3 years old... Although there were times when I went there to visit friends, or dragged to the Discovery Centre on a NS field trip heh...

I don't know...

I feel like the night before BMT... Restless yet tired, confused yet painfully aware of what's going to happen... I don't know how I managed to survive the two weeks of confinement in BMT... I really really hope I get a good set of buddies / commanders like I did in BMT...

Thank God there's good friday otherwise I dunno how I'd survive the full three weeks...

I don't know lar... there are so many things which I've feared over the years... there was St. John camp, then there was NCO course... Things which seemed to draw inexorably towards you n suddenly they're upon you... What's the worst thing that has ever happened to me? Sec. 1 SJ camp bunkcheck? The running in and out of the classroom and etc? Is OCS even worst than that? (I don't want to know the answer)

Then again, my impression of army is bad cos every major event which I've taken part in it has rained except for the field camps heh.... My first day, my last day, my visit to OCS with my class.

I don't know... it just seems so overwhelming... this 9 month thing...

Guess I'll just try to enjoy as much as possible... The field camp coming up... learning to use the new rifles... learning how to blow up even more stuff haha... The different environment...

Please keep us all in your prayers