~JcZw

Love is a song that never ends
Life may be swift and fleeting
Hope may die but love's beautiful music
Comes each day like the dawn

Love is a song that never ends
One simple theme repeating
Like the voice of a heavenly choir
Love's sweet music flows on

Such a nice song. It comes from "Bambi", one of the lesser known disney cartoons... I was shocked when some people I know didn't know about it... Anyway I just finished watching the DVD version that my father got... Think the last time I watched "Bambi" on tape, it was super grainy and probably contributed to my present myopia..

I realised that actually it's mostly a silent movie with a lot of string and wind music, but punctuated by several songs, like the theme song above, and occasional dialogue... Funny that it's supposed to be set in England (In no other place is the deer the king of the forest), but the rabbit speaks like an American...

Training went by as per normal with most of us guys trying to figure out how to carry casualties using an improvised stretcher... It requires an abnormally large amount of power in the fingers for a blanket-and-pole stretcher if you don't have proper composite materials... Played soccer after training... Me, Xuanming and Sihui versus Kokkeng, Weisong and Harris... I think we thrashed them by at least 7 goals =D What with Xuanming virtually scoring a quadruple hatrick, Sihui 1 and myself zero... Heh. Hmm and whoever analyses the street soccer court in the future will once again find my DNA in front of the goalpost on the eastern end... Keeping goal to myself is like being a cat.... you just claw and scratch at anything that comes within your reach.. heh..

Hmmm... I wonder what it would be like sweating through life if I still had the level of Christianity (if you could call it that) when I was in sec. 1... At the moment I'm pretty much like my old pencil case... teeming with rubbish and stress and whatnot and about to come apart at the seams at any time... That I'm trusting that God would see me through is the reason why I'm not going stark staring mad...

It's like being stressed out that the wrong things... People I know are stressed over work and pressure and their future.... The things that keep me up at night are stuff that seem (not tome, but under cold analysis) not that important on a fundamental level... Like my CCAs, relationships etc... Hmmhmm... Sometimes I see the letters "DNR" floating in my head too... heh..

Not long now... Last training tomorrow and the day after (for N-comp... For the hundredth time, I wonder again why I didn't drop Bio S).. hope I can turn up!