~JcZw

13th April 2006

Sports Day again (a full 16 days earlier than last year). Cool weather meant that there were substantially less casualties, for which I'm thankful, but which meant that we had a really boring time sitting around the track trying not to fall asleep.

Sigh

One year ago do you remember what you were doing? 13th April 2005 was the wednesday after Music Fest (which was 8th April. I remember cos Zone Comp was 9th April). After Bio prac (the agar experiment if I'm not wrong), we would have gone to eat together at parkway or at katong, at least a third of the class. Then it would have been back for CCA, and then a few of us would have stayed back to watch the softball guys. Don't ask me how I can remember, I have my means of recollecting the past (Don't bother trying to read my archives... they're not from there). I can even remember that it started raining after the match.

Things are just so different between now and last time. Living the first part of last year was like living a dream. When you think back now, present circumstances now are so different that you think "did they really happen". Yeah, there might be some who say "that was then, stop dreaming and grow up" etcetc. But the changes were so subtle that I never caught them. One moment we were all so bonded and everything, and all of a sudden things have changed so much. It may be because of new schedules, CCA and all, but you have to admit that a year and maybe 2 months ago, it seemed hardly conceivable that there would be rifts that would eventually form.

Darn it I don't know how to put it.... I'm worn out from walking around carrying my stretcher and my right leg is exfoiliating like a rock and aching like mad due to fencing for an extended period of time for the first time in 3 weeks or something... I'm not writing coherntly and I know it, but I need to get this out of my system.

It just makes one very pek chek (frustrated, in hokkien). I wish that everything could return to the state that it once was.

But no, life has to go on though...