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I'm trying to be mentally strong and not let the team down this saturday... Coach has every confidence that we will do well, and I don't want to be a distinctly weak link! Physically, I'm ok, but mentally, I still have to work on that... As Maurice said, "I can't believe Jason Pek even got 9 points of you [me]". Ah well...

21 hours sleep over 5 days... S-paper homework... So many things to settle... Today I didn't do my Bio tuitorial n I think Mr Chong wasn't very happy with it, especially since I was on conditional admission to Bio S already... but at the end of the day theres only so much time in which you can squeeze in school work, yet I dare not slack off fencing until this week is over!

I bet there are some people out there who can do both and still not feel tired... but to me, fencing when you are anything less than healthy is not heroic... Its more like stupid. Or maybe its cos having siblings in medicine and being in FAC makes you more aware that physical exertion while having something as simple as a flu can lead to the heart stopping.

If there's anymore work this week I'm going to die. All the admin stuff has piled up (since the teacher in charge and the rest of the exco are virtually non-existent), and no one is helping... Letters to reply to, so on and so forth... Prioritise your time? Everything's high priority and screaming for attention already! I'm already sleeping through countless lects n tuitorials... In fact, I just fell asleep over the keyboard while trying to research stuff for Bio S.

But oh well, whats the point anyway... There are some out there who don't feel fatigue, or who can endure it better than me, and to whom feeling tired is not an excuse for not performing well.. I'm not one of them...

I'm so gonna sleep before the team event on saturday... n i'm not gonna get injured again.