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Let me indulge in some wu liao stuff in my penultimate-to-100th blog post.. this got triggered while filing all the piles of fire hazards in my room, that is, all the worksheets, lecture notes and blah a few days ago. I collected many an old memory in the progress.... lets see...

The document that made me happiest:
This would have to be the letter approving the application to VJC in March. its not the O-level result slip cos its what led up to the application going through. Actually its sort of a combination y'know.. cos the day when I read those words on the computer screen was a day of mixed emotions...
The document that triggered the most trauma:
There has only one document this year which has caused me to shed tears (no matter how unlikely that might seem to the reader). It IS the O-level result slip, for obvious reasons, no doubt you'd have heard me complaining why on length. 'Nuff said.

The song/s that evoke/s the most memories:
There are 3 of them actually... "When you say nothing at all" and "Hero" remind me of my class in JC, because they were played / sung at very crucial junctures of my time then. I can remember how bonded the class was, and how everyone could get along well, before any conflicts blew up.
"Love love love", that chinese song, reminds me of St. John, as squad 4 '06 danced to its tune during my squadron's farewell last year. Now I can still review those memories by watching the video tape of them in the green night vision of the video cam. Sorry guys, I tried to upload to comp but the file was too big and couldn't be accepted...

A route that evokes the most memories:
Its not the route to the bus stop at AH, nor the route to tanah merah, cos I still use those routes now, so I'm still building on it... I think it would be the route from SJ HQ to Lavender MRT. We walked there from since sec. 1 going for BFA (where a passing bird chose to s*** on my half u), sec. 2 when wei lun, xuan cheng and I walked back and forth every weekend for NDP practise. Sec. 3 was uneventful cos of SARS, sec. 4, escorting Clarice and y. Li Ting to the army market, HQ training for N-comp. JC1.... well there was the recent AGI. It was also the route Dawn and I took back after the soccer final.

A day this year that I would like to live through again:
14 February (Friendship Day), 8 February (CNY) or 21st January (JTS). Reason being for the feeling of having friends, something that only St. John could replicate before that. This time it was contributed, of course, by my class for the former and latter. The central date, it was contributed by 4F when we went out to cartel at TM for lunch following a crazy mass dancing and cheering session in AHS by ppl from VJ, TJ, NJ, MJ and so on.

A day this year that I would live through again over my dead body:
This is hard to say, because the year has been quite good, thank God... there has been no totally bad day yet... but if I had to pick, it would be 27th February or 13th May. The former was the night before the release of O-level results. I can't say its all bad, because we could make a trip to Greg's house to play mahjong before going to Marche to eat with the seniors, as well as talking and praying in the park after that with the other S15 people.... but the worry and tension of that day was something that I could happily live without y'know... Couldn't sleep until 1.30 that night...
13th May was the date of the Chem SPA B, for which, until now, I have totally no aptitude for. It was traumatic and saddening alright, but God sent good friends that talked, that called, even teachers who sent consoling messages. I can't thank them enough yar =)

A day this year that I had two extremes of emotion:
9th April, Zone Comp. From elation that we won all four championships, the adrenaline rush to see AHS coming out on top, to severe anger when a senior-er senior made a disparaging remark to me that her member had won 2 Adult Championships already while my team only had one. I think its one of the few times when a few of the cadets saw me when I was not remaining cool. When the facade of an NCO gets penetrated. It could be the unforgivable sin, showing your true self in a CCA in front of the cadets. I couldn't care though. The insult was bad enough, thank you.

What I'm proudest of:
Two things: Belonging to ossis. And the two competition teams I helped, AC2 and NC. Both of them did me proud, and after the let-down losing the foil individual, it was a real morale booster to get the messages from soo yee and wei quan telling me that NC had gotten second, that Joyce had gotten best leader.

What I'm least proud of:
Well, I dunno... there are a lot of them actually...Some jokes I've told were really quite inane. Showing emotion in CCA i guess, when I should be remaining cool... Or in class, as the chem rep, when I should be more patient.

Well thats that for the moment.... Any ideas what to put as my 100th post? haha.. anyway everyone take care and God bless, happy studying yar =)