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Well... its been a hectic few days... slipping in and out of bad moods and into euphoria etcetc... Just like extreme temperature changes bring about shock, I bet this brings about shock too... psychogenic shock... yeah..... hehz

Did a bit of reflection on the subject of Chinese. I guess its for a reason that I'm in this class yeah, after all God is in charge of wherever I go. So all that remains is for me to do my best. And if I can prove myself to do well, then so be it. Really was feeling irritated and incoherent two nights ago.... I hit the enter key realllyyyyy hard after I finished the post... I was waiting for the keys to drop off the keyboard. Hehz... About the teacher, maybe she ain't that bad... After all Alon and Xun-Ai at least don't seem to really hate her or anything.

Fencing on tuesday proceeded pretty much the same. As in, I got thrashed as usual. They are going off to Malaysia this friday for the Selangor Open. I'm also going to Malaysia for a different reason. Heh. So on tuesday they were just training for it. And after each training session they'll come n practise on people like me. 15-6, 15-11, 15-11, 15-3 (By an RJ guy who twirled his blade so fast by the time I parried sixte he was coming at me from octave). I nearly broke my blade. These cheapy China blades are so soft yet not all that flexible. Bend it too much and it would break. Hong Mun the VJ captain came in the middle of the training. I quickly went and hid behind the wall... haha... i prefer it when people don't know I'm from fencing, then they would not expect so much of me. Lucky I don't have the habit of removing my suit after each bout, or he would have had an eyeful of the VJ PE shirt. Hehz.

Anyway my sword is now in quite bad condition. Haiyo. Its kind of crazily bent. Like, all over the place. Since the tip is always covered with tape I also cannot tell if its straight or not.

Judith really knows how to give incapaciating blows. Her first hit landed off on my unprotected left hand. The next hit off on my thigh which was only covered by a pair of track pants. It was enough to make me want to roll over and die. Haha....

Wednesday... things started looking up. Had a lot of fun taking pics after school. Although the 2100 doesn't have the same functions. Everyone was like taking pics, sharing pics. Now all in the MSN grp. Hehz. Bluetooth? I only have white teeth lar. Whatever. After that we had make-up chinese lesson... which was like kinda okay. Then hung around in the canteen with prap, dawn, lionel, li ling etc etc Talked n talked n talked n talked. Haha.... fun.... Haiyo, discovered that my chem is quite horrendous.. So much for being the chem rep lar.

Today... woke relatively early, so took a leisurely cycle to school. Front wheel was squeaking so I didn't try anything too fast. Although when I stopped and checked it everything still looked pretty okay. No problems with the brake disc. The days are also becoming cooler, at least I don't sweat so much as last time.

Chem AND physics test/quiz/review on the same day lar! Chemistry was kinda stupid, cos I have never seen such chemicals as NH4 VO3 in my life. Nor did I know that KCLO3 could disproportionate into KCLO4 and KCL. Haiyo. I think I will fail. AGAIN. At least this one is meant to be hard, but I bet everyone will like do better. Like I said, I was sabo-ed into being chem rep, not by choice... although I admit that I told certain people that if I had to be sabo-ed into anything, I'd prefer chemistry to other subjects. My keretin was falling like a miniature snow-storm.

Physics wasn't that much better, although its was more okay. Just keep thinking that s = seconds a.k.a. time instead of displacement. But had to stay back for quite a time before I finished it.

After that stayed back and talked to people... Talked to Dawn... It was fun talking to her... haven't really been able to talk to someone like I used to with the SJers for a long time... Dawn is really a special individual to our class yeah... just as is everyone else... she's always like cheerful and good-natured, even though sometimes she also does have her own problems yeah.... Oh... n she reminds me so much about my sister! Haha... some ppl who read this will know why.

Yup, so went the past 3 days.... Yez, things are looking up... I guess I'll trust God to keep things that way if its meant to be

Gotta go back to my work liao, g'night!