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Today got summoned to the HOD of science Mrs Foo since I hadn't taken bio in sec. school. Yow. How sad. Apparently I seem discouraged to take bio cos first I got "no background" and because my physics prelim was B4.

Well. Considering that the average mark for my class was about c5 and the level average was around c5 to B4 I guess its still not too bad. Too me. Physics and HCL (Higher Chinese, not hydrogen chloride) were the only subjects which I didn't get 1 for anyway. Prelims are not accurate anyway... thats why they are dropping it next year. If I had said that I think she would have slung me into S4 faster than I could have said "But...".

Unfortunately Mrs Foo is not me. Unfortunately I am unfortunate. Whatever. Anyway she was like telling me that it will be difficult for me to manage and all that. Don't get me wrong, although she was kinda fierce she also put it as nicely as possible without downplaying the negative effects of doing taking S1 (which included failing mid years etc).

Well. To me anyway... I can still manage, and I'm willing to show them the physics paper we took. At the moment. At the moment... I'm getting help from friends (Gerald n his notes, Wei quan and his TYS, maybe), siblings (older sister) and probably teachers too (Mr Jonathan Chong). As for my physics... I'd be willing to bet that I would do better for the real Os. If yo looked at my report book, my physics is still not too bad... until the prelim (On the other hand my L1R5 was not that good until prelim). Really

Anyway, although she's still quite okay, she's not exactly what I would call encouraging. I got the impression that "one slip-up and you're out". I think they would boot me to S4 if my L1R5 is 8 or 9. Pah. Its up to God I guess. If I'm intended to do bio, he will give me a place, as well as the ability to cope with it.

Because its not only dropping bio that worries me.

To leave 05S15 at this juncture would be unthinkable. Just changing my class would be too painful to think about. To leave them after a couple of weeks is already bad enough.

On a happier note, today during chem prac Gerald Small n I were having a very interesting time. First time I saw someone turn so red so fast before! Hahaha.... I think I should cut down on the lame jokes (although I don't find them lame... merely descriptive) before I freeze someone to death one day... like LT5 is not cold enough at the moment. N must learn how to laugh silently. Today I nearly killed myself suppressing laughter. Vibrated about in my seat without making audible noises for about 2 minutes before I could suppress it.

Yeah. Anyway thats all for now.

I will do well in Bio

I will do well in PE

I will do well in Physics

I don't guarantee my results. But whatever they are, it will have been my best shot. I'll do all I can to remain with my class.

I'd rather not think of what it would be like if I can't